| still 2007 here in china. |
since its NYE, i think im allowed to be a lil sentimental.
This year, things have changed so much its a lil scary.
At the beginning of the year, i was happy when i didn't have hw to do. after exams i looked forward to going out with friends, maybe buy sth to 'reward' myself.
Now, i feel guilty when im not burying myself with work or revision and i feel happy when im top of things. After exams i look forward to lots of sleep and bumming around doing nothing. maybe cleaning up my room which is filled with sheets and books. maybe buying a new book for extra reading, or a related text.
teachers are also almost our friends too. there is also nothing wrong with staying in the maths room from 3rd-7th period. whaat.?
And this is only after yr 11 and a term of yr 12;; what will i become after the hsc?
omg today has got to be one of the most traumatising days of my short life. i was holding my hamster [my bro named it superster sonic sth sth] on my balcony. maybe it thought it had an increased chance of escape out there; it started rushing around in a frenzy. and then a LEAP and WOOSH! it was falling down 4 floors. i actually heard the THUD when it landed on the concrete below. i was swearing like there was no tmr;; luckily it was still twitching and when i picked it up it was alive but not moving at all. omg i felt so bad - we've only had it for three days. i put it back inside its lil hut thingy and for the rest of the day i was half in a daze and couldnt bare to look inside. i thought it was like 99.99% probability of death =(
then i had tennis lesson and came back at around 8 ish... and i looked inside. and VIOLA ! IT WAS ALIVE - but not kicking. i think its fine; but it has a bit of a limp. i really should take it to the vet tmr.
i found this site: www.bonfireofthebrands.com
really interesting. am i being hyprocritical? yes i am. eg: my dad just bought a new digital camera the other day. this brings the family total to at least 4. all of them are functioning perfectly too.
It is now 2008 in australia. new year resolutions:
I will stop caring so much about what other peeps think of me.
I will ace the HSC.
I will be nicer to my bro.
i think theres more;; momentarily forgot them.
that lil hamster made it one heck of a day.
x ` jenny tee. |
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Jenny Tang, the hamster killer.
HA.
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Happy new year dear <3
Hope China is not suffocating nor poisoning you hehe. Can you help me make my blog pretty like yours some time : ) Summer here misses you!
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Jenny Tang, the hamster killer.
HA.