kind of self-explanatory, and yet i will elaborate.
my brain is a malfunctioning ahole. it refuses to make any sign of progress while i stare intently at any any given homework/assignment/book. this goes on for several hours, and then it orders me to stop this process of procrastination and go do other work i'd 'actually prefer' or something else 'worthwhile'. Physically, i turn to close the book/computer when suddenly a light goes off. for a solid fifteen minutes i am the most dedicated, most gifted (why thankyou), hard worker this room of mine has ever come to know, and then the realisation hits me. 'wow working isn't that bad. Its kind of nice...' and BLANK. im out again.
i get hungry, then distracted even further, (hence the urge to blog after days of abandonement, has become overwhelming) and i wish i could say the process restarts so that i can at least claim a solid half hour of work, but no. it doesnt. im out for the day.
in conclusion?
my brain is a malfunctioning ahole. welcome to today's epiphany.
see you tmr :)
xox the (close to) midnight pretzel eater |
